Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Interesting

So, it's been a day already - only 9:30am my time.  Work was insane from the moment I came in.  I may have to fire a volunteer who we depend on in the next 48 hours.  He created a very dangerous situation and knew better.

But I notice something different.  Something interesting.

My kvetching recently has been about non-gay things.  The crisis in life is calming down, becoming less urgent.  Part of that, I am convinced, is that I have begun to sit meditation again.  Part of it might be that I realize I am who I am.  What that means, how I instantiate that in my life authentically is my decision.

But bottom line, right now, my complaints are about work.  You'd almost think I was a regular red-blooded American male.

3 comments:

  1. And so you are a regular red-blooded American male! Congratulations on your journey.

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  2. I agree with Bill . . . you are every bit as red-blooded as any other male on the planet. We're all regular guys! Best wishes.

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  3. Great to hear Jim. Now on to making work as easy to get through as everything else.

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