So, it's been a day already - only 9:30am my time. Work was insane from the moment I came in. I may have to fire a volunteer who we depend on in the next 48 hours. He created a very dangerous situation and knew better.
But I notice something different. Something interesting.
My kvetching recently has been about non-gay things. The crisis in life is calming down, becoming less urgent. Part of that, I am convinced, is that I have begun to sit meditation again. Part of it might be that I realize I am who I am. What that means, how I instantiate that in my life authentically is my decision.
But bottom line, right now, my complaints are about work. You'd almost think I was a regular red-blooded American male.