Tuesday, October 4, 2011


So, it's been a day already - only 9:30am my time.  Work was insane from the moment I came in.  I may have to fire a volunteer who we depend on in the next 48 hours.  He created a very dangerous situation and knew better.

But I notice something different.  Something interesting.

My kvetching recently has been about non-gay things.  The crisis in life is calming down, becoming less urgent.  Part of that, I am convinced, is that I have begun to sit meditation again.  Part of it might be that I realize I am who I am.  What that means, how I instantiate that in my life authentically is my decision.

But bottom line, right now, my complaints are about work.  You'd almost think I was a regular red-blooded American male.